bad guy

feel like i have done so many sins in this 2-3 years time..
Never expect anyone to understand you..
Because no one will go through the same thing u have been through..
I miss u alot..
I care about u alot..
I really wish we can talk alot alot like we used to..
But something is wrong between us..
Maybe I should just walk away when u started to push me..
If I walk away..
Will it be better to u?
Okay then..
I'll go..
Everytime I'm alone..
I think of so many bad memories..
Worst than u could ever imagine..
But it's better if u leave me rather than I walk away..
At least u wont feel that people left u..
I can bear with that feeling..
Hmm..
My promise..
I will keep..
Goodbye?
Maybe it is time..