weird day

hmm..
what's wrong with me today?
so not me..
so negative..
so down..
for the whole day..
i dont like this feeling..
just so not me..

mind has been going blank for almost all the time..
but then sometimes it goes on thinking about so many things at one time..
i have not been able to be myself since i arrived in this piece of land..
i really hope there is somewhere i can really be myself..

need to find where is the true me hiding :(
and and and..
whenever i look into your eyes..
hehehe..
aiya..
i dont even know what to say..
i just enjoy looking at u very much.. :)

oh dear mind..
please please please..
get better k..
<3