hero? villain?

either you die a hero..
or live long enough to see yourself become the villain..

hmm..
well..
sort of like how i am right now huh..

but..
i dont like being a hero..
so i will end up being a villain?
hahahaha..
i dont mind though..
villain is strong..
lonely..
able to do things by themselves..
that is probably how i want to be..
so i will be just like that har..

being a villain would also means that he will has no friends?
most probably..
yeah..
shhhh..
i am not as nice as you think..
i am dark..
deep inside..
i am full of darkness..
trust me..
i know myself better than anyone else..
no one knows me good enough..
this i am sure..
no one sees the darkness in me..
i hide them..
i suppress them..
i have no idea how long can i keep them in control..
i have changed alot..
recently especially..
haih..
im tired..
real tired..
wanna put an end to so many stuff..
in my own way..