CC suck

i am in the office now..
still doing some work..
dont even know what time can i get home..
i really like them..
like them being my friends..
but im scare..
im scare that one day when i decided not to stay here any longer..
i will feel so sad..
hahaha..
i am so sensitive..
but it just shows how much i really like them..
how much i appreciate them..
how much i value them..
even though i am so down today..
but i really do enjoy the time with them..
im really afraid of getting too attached to people again..
i have said so many goodbyes to so many people..
haih..
i really dont know..
i know i am lazy to hangout these days..
but they are the ones that i dont mind hanging out with..
like really..
because i really really like them..
thats why i feel that im really suck today..
sometimes i felt that im being left out..
because i dont speak the same language as they do..
or i am not always with them..
but i still try my best to be as close with them as possible..
haih..
silly guy..
hahaha..
dont think you will know how i feel..
hahaha..
but yeah..
i really really like them..
all of you..
but i really dont like to say goodbye..
im really sorry..
but how can i tell them im sorry?
it is only gonna make me look more stupid..
haih..
i really like all of you..