Friday, 6 May 2016

fate or faith

when you met someone you are willing to take care of..
but you have nothing..
when you met someone you are willing to wait..
but you dont want to waste their best age..
when you are ready..
but there is nothing for you to gain..
i guess i should just laughed it off..
and dont think too much..
hahaha..
but i love that feeling..
that feeling of willing to take care of someone for a very very very very long period of time..
i will always remember this feeling..
she doesnt know that whenever i see her..
i will smile..
of course not in front of her..
that is too silly..
anyway..
i am silly in my own way..
hahaha..

i add some background songs to the blog..
but unfortunately it is not working on the mobile phone version of the blog..
sigh..
only computer can hear those songs..
hahahaha..
okokok..

lets see lets see..
maximum 2 more years for me in melbourne..
that feeling i am pretty sure it will last very long..
to be honest..
it is the second time i have this feeling..
hahaha..
in a way..
i am glad i can still have this feeling..
but i dont dare to go further than that..
hahahaha..
even if this is my fate..
i dont think i will have faith in myself..
the only one person that i cant trust is myself..

cant wait for exam to finish and go to kbox..
so many songs that i wanna sing..
songs is the only way to confess my feelings..
hahaha..
i am used to loneliness already anyway..
and i enjoy it to a certain extent..
i must be weird..

you are not alone..
you will always have me..
please allow me to like you a little bit longer..

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