hurt!

my heart finally feels pain after so long..
i dont even know my heart still can be hurt..
i always thought nothing can really hurts me anymore..
but nothing hurts me more than her tears..

i really want to hug her tight..
tell her that i will always be there for her..
but i dont even remember how many times have i told her..

she could have trust me a little bit more..
why doesnt she trust me more..
my feelings to her..
its still the same..
i have always care about her..
that i know..
it really does hurts me when i know she is not happy..

i wish to see her smile..
not once more..
but all the time..
i wish to be that person that can make her smile..
maybe i should continue dreaming..

i have always been like this..
this way..
but i never change..
sigh..
can i just stay at her side?