12/12/2016

super busy day today..
messed up some important things too..
hahahaha..
but i knew it from my heart that those are fixable..
so its okay..
i mean..
its not really okay..
because i am not suppose to make those mistakes..
but what is done is done..
my buddy is leaving already..
so sad..
today is her last day at work..
didnt get much chance to talk to her..
but anyway..
please please please..
be safe..
and be happy..
at least you have a buddy (me) somewhere around the world..
that will comes to you if you ever need somebody..
cant wait to go home to continue building my gundam..
hehehe..
the only way i can release my stress..
but hey..
building gundam isnt by any means easy..
it requires patience as well..
lets put it that way..
i am building up my patience..
and practicing my japanese..
when i am building gundams..
so yeah..
time well spent..
productive..
going out for dating?
hanging out for movie?
nah..
those are for the old people..
hahaha..
its much more important to have time for myself..
what if we grow older and at that time we cant find time for ourselves?
right right?
so yeah..
time for myself..
very very important..
hahahaha..
it felt like i am brainwashing myself..
but its ok..
at least i am not influenced by others..
no..
i dont think there is anyone out there that can influence me much..
no..
i listen to others..
but my action is always based on my own feelings..
my own thinkings..
life is never too short..
or never too long..
so..
take what you can..
and give nothing back :)