late update 16/12/2016

couldnt get the time to update yesterday..
because it was one of the most wasted night of my life..
i really dont like crowded places..
and dont like attention..
dont need attention..
dont want attention..
i dont even want to impress anyone..
argh..
wasted my time..
i could have done so much with my gundam..
or even if i stay back to work..
could have finish some cases..
or even finish reading something else too..
arghhhhh..
am i being antisocial?
or am i just closing myself?
no..
i am just feeling uncomfortable when i am with humans..
there are only a few exceptions..
only a few that i dont need to pretend myself for who i am not when i am with them..
to be honest..
the numbers are getting lesser..
i really enjoy walking alone by myself for more than 2 hours last night..
just walk and walk and walk..
listening to songs..
hahahaha..
was so much better than being in there..
sorry humans..
i dont even feel sorry when i dont greet anyone..
i am just being who i am..
dont need any attention..
nah...
i really enjoyed having lunch by myself these days too..
so peaceful..
eating..
listening to my songs..
really good time being alone..
i dont even want to talk..
or see anyone..
so glad just one last week..
then i am gonna cave at home..
hahaha..
turn off my phone..
not gonna read any messages..
reply any messages..
maybe except the bestie..
hohoho..
because we promised to see each other..
have to confirm every single time..
was on the phone with her again..
enjoy talking to her..
teasing each other all the time..
she is probably the only one that i will never be angry of..
because she will never try to influence me..
she will always talks to me whenever i need someone..
she will always gives me advise..
she will always let me see the bigger picture..
and today is her birthday..
today as in 17/12/2016..
hahaha..
so yeah..
happy birthday bestie..
always be happy yo <3
if i can only keep one friend..
she is the first and only one i think of..
hahaha..
thanks for being such an amazing friend..
and one that will never give up on me..