04/02/2017

i think i screwed up the online interview..
haih..
but its ok..
its an experience anyway..
good to know what to expect in the future..
so gonna get ready for the interview on monday..
if they offer me 55k or more..
then i will leave..
at least its more than 10k extra for a year..
its a lot of money..
yeah..
especially if i want to get a house..
and to start my part time business..
then if at that time..
i have no choice..
then i will leave australia..
or think of a way to get myself sponsored..
but for now..
before time runs out..
i should do whatever i can to make sure my future can go as far as i want..
i never think of money is important..
but now..
it is still never my main concern..
but because of the goals i have in mind..
that is why i need more money..
goals that i want to achieve before i am 28 or 30..
i am already 24..
too old..
i am old already..
i cant be like this anymore..
i need to fight for my life..
but really hopefully they will still call me in for face to face interview..
i am just worried my confidence will get lower if there are more rejects..
hahaha..
but uhm..
i think i should be doing fine..
anyway..
just be optimistic..
be positive..
even though some people always think its hard..
who cares..
what is life if everything is too easy and smooth..
right?
the harder you fall..
the higher you bounce..
i would rather listen to my best friend..