12/02/2017

super tired today..
dont know why..
dont want to know why too..
somehow..
i am really tired with my life now..
i mean the way it is now..
i should be doing something better..
more meaningful..
right?
i should..
i really should..
what have i been doing..
really?
argh..
if you dont have talent..
you should work harder..
if you dont have a good background..
make sure your kids wont be like you..
but even if i wont have kids..
i still want to make sure my parents live well..
but how..
how how how how how..
argh..
whatever..
i will do anything i can..
i really dont have anyone to talk to..
hahaha..
its fine..
you dont even know what loneliness is..
i will withstand it..
just give me 2 more years..
i will fight on and never give up..
i dont know when i will die..
but rather prepare for the long run aye..
friends who dont do any good..
not gonna be friends anymore..
i am sorry to say this..
actually i am not sorry..
hahahaha..
this is really who i am..
i am just not like that..
hoho..