self-torture

i kinda enjoy torturing myself sometimes..
hahaha..
those are the moments i felt alive..
i felt like i am living..
yeah..
hmm..
tomorrow hopefully wont be a long day..
have to do assignments..
there are like 3~4 things that i need to do..

busy busy busy..

i am scare..
scare of losing something precious to me..
but what will i do?
what can i do?

i shouldnt think too much now..

i should just focus on studies..
and where to eat..
and where to travel..
to find a new job..

dont need anyone else..