4/11/2016

bestie is going back to malaysia already..
hmm..
means wont be able to see her even for longer..
really miss her though..
my lunch buddy..
not really lar..
but i will reject everyone else just to have lunch with her..
hahahaha..
i dont know why..
but she knows me really well..
even i dont know her that well..
haih..
really really miss her..
we havent meet for so long already..
definitely a friend to keep for life..

this morning..
hmm..
in the car..
it wasnt really awkward..
it was ok..
we did talk..
but i dont know what else can we talk next week..
hahahaha..
like yeah..
i dont feel awkward lar..
but just dont know what to talk to her..
i guess i really like her..
her lifestyle..
her attitude..
attitude towards life..
hahahaha..
im so sorry to say this..
but its different from what you think..
its just i wish to meet someone like her..
but what really hurts me is that she doesnt remember that we went to a restaurant before..
she was the one who recommended me to had a food..
and this morning she asked me do i know where that place is..
and told me they have the food and that i should try it..
hmm..
is it sad?
not really..
its just a slap that i really am nobody in her heart..
not even a fragment of memory left..
hahahaha..
but really..
thank you so much for letting me grow..
i will never say anything about you..
unless the good things that i know..
because this is just who i am :)