turn it up

one more week and then the first month of 2016 is gone..
and then it will be chinese new year..
and then uni starts..
and then exams..
and then holidays..
and then me leaving here..

to look at it deeper..
for the past few years..
have i gained enough?
have i lost too much?
i dont know..

its so hard to compare that way..
i have lost so much more than i ever thought..
its because i gained alot too..

so many things that i will never ever forget..
so many things that i will always always keep in my heart..
memories..
people..
feelings..
decisions..

its my last few months here..
guess i have to cheer up more and be more positive..
make the last few months here a better time for me..
hmm..

my life has been so down for the past few months..
time to turn it up!!