listen to me?

everyday reach home so late from work..
really so tired..
hahaha..
really..
quite stress as well at times..

okay..
lets see what i feel recently..

my friend told me that 2 weeks isnt counted as a relationship..
and that makes me feel better..
like much better..
lol..

and of course..
its kinda cool when you think that your ex is now going to be someone's wife..
hahaha..
am i being a lucky charm for her?
i could think that way and make myself feel better aye..

what about me?
i am so afraid of losing anyone already..
so..
if i never had anyone..
then i wont even need to worry of losing anyone right?

so even if i like someone..
i will only let this blog knows..
no one else shall know..
so please wait for all my secrets to be shared here by me..
hahahaha..

i am scare..
scare of myself..