want or not?

want or not?
what does it mean?
hehehe..

i really want go everywhere and eat nice food..
i really want to go travel around..
one day trip..
weekends trip..
by myself..
with friends..
doesnt matter..
if no one wanna go then im all good by myself..

i really want to sing k also..
wanna just go sing and sing and sing and sing by myself for hours and hours..
hahahaha..
every words will definitely shape my emotion at that time..
i really wanna sing like nobody's business..
to let it all out..
my stress..
my emotions..
my thoughts..
my feelings..

i want!!!

i want to buy gifts for the people i care too..
but i am really so bad at getting gifts..
hahaha..
can someone help me with this?

i want to go travel to different countries too..
u know?
like whenever i wanna go i just go..
bullshit?
i will prove to you that i am able to do that in the near future..
if i dont believe in myself..
who else will?

i want!!
i want to do this!
i want to do that!
i want you to be there with me too..
"you"?
hahaha..

everyone is waiting for that someone to appear..
i am waiting..
waiting forever..
i want to close myself up too..
i will face real loneliness soon..
as soon as they are not in melbourne anymore..
i will know what true loneliness is..

okay..
its late already..
im gonna go do some sit-ups and lifting dumbbell..
lol..

hey you..
i miss the time where we talk to each other all the time..
i miss the time where we can talk to each other without any fear..
i miss you..
"you"?
hahahaha..
you wont know who "you" is :P