Day 69

woah..
it is already day 69 in 2016.
hahaha..
less than 300 days left in the year..

come to think of it..
only less than 25 weeks left for me to stay here..
hehehe..
means less than half a year o..
slightly la slightly..

they asked me do i want to stay after i study?
i wanted to tell them i have no reason to stay..
then they asked me will i go back to malaysia after i graduate?
i wanted to tell them i have no reason to go back to malaysia too..

sometimes i am unreasonable..
i know..
sometimes i am selfish..
i know..
tell me all my weaknesses and i will admit all of them..
giving me praise wont help improving anything..
cause i hate compliments..
i take criticism much better than compliments..
dont make me feel important too..
i hate that feeling..
i prefer to be a little character..
no matter where and what..
i just wanna be quiet and stay at a little corner..
isolating myself?
yes..
consciously..
subconsciously..
unconsciously..
habit..

there are still parts of me that havent change yet..
hahahaha..
all of these so called "negative" behaviours..
hahahaha..
thanks for caring..
but like i always say..
why bother to tell someone something when someone will not listen or even care..
same goes for me..
why bother to tell me something when i will not listen or even care..
hehehe..

facebook?
i hate that..
really hate that..
i cant even believe the amount of time i am spending on instagram and wechat..
hahaha..
i learnt and read so much from there..
really..

argh!
goodnight to you..
sweet dreams :)