up

up up here i go..
no matter how much i say..
action speaks louder than words..

same goes to everything else..
no matter how much you say who is important to you..
how much you appreciate the friendship..
then it is useless if the other party dont feel anything at all..

if you feel nothing from me..
listen to me..
trust your own feeling..
if you are important to me..
you will feel it..
others will tell you..

what am i trying to do?
cant you tell?
its so that none of us will get hurt in the end..
if we are not meant to be close friends for a lifetime..
yes..
lifetime..
that is what im aiming for..
i dont take bypasser..
i would rather have that 1 forever best friend..
than having 100 5 years good friends..
yes..
im very fussy about this..
why?
i have an attitude..
i have my principle..