optimistic

i am quite optimistic i guess?
i guess..
hahaha..

at least i am quite open to things that is gonna happen to me..
whatever happens happens..
wont kill me abit..
i dont know..
somehow?
i just dont wanna escape or avoid anymore..
i will face whatever difficulties that will come..

stay strong..
believe in myself..
that is what i should do now eh?
i really do need a one day long sleep to get my energy back..

direction..
i only need a direction..

i have plan A..
i have plan B..
i have plan C..
i have plan D..
but which one will be the right one?
who knows..

like i said..
life is a movie..
it is up to me to decide how this movie gonna go..
i think i am pretty right about this..
hahahahaha..
lets see..
will be there..