cheerful?

finish ielts test already..
i think should be at least 6..
hahaha..
cause i really dont have time to prepare..
and i slept like 20 mins during writing test..
and 30 mins for reading test..
just go in and try my english level..
yeah..
i think listening wasnt as good as expected..
hahaha..
but anyway..
should be fine..

its cold today..
and raining..
but i love the rain so much..
felt so good walking and eating in the rain..
hehehehe..
felt like the rain washed away all my negative feeling..
worries..
burden..
felt really really relax..

i felt relax since yesterday because i told the girl that i am not ready to get into relationship..
she said she will control herself..
hahahaha..
i am really sorry..
she asked to stay as good friend..
aiya..
that is easy lar..
hopefully she will meet her mr right lar..
but i am not and will never be the one..
hehehe..

am i too selfish?
only have plans for myself..
single forever..
but value and appreciate every moments as it go..
hehehehe..
and yes..
gonna talk more about those hobbies and interests that i am going to pay more attention to if i started any..
lol..
time to grow myself in other ways :)