powerless

no matter you like it or not..
there will comes a time that you will have to realise that you are powerless..
when you are powerless..
you will have to live under the conditions people set for you..
i feel powerless..
i hate this feeling..
hopefully i can end this feeling soon enough..
i dont like it..
i love to think the way i love to think..
not to rely on anyone else..
not even mentally..

im tired..
i will just live like how i am..
just because you never see this side of me..
doesnt mean that i changed..
hehehe..
probably just because i have never show that side out before..
anyway..
just think of me as selfish..
i am powerless in changing what you want to think about me..
and i am powerless in changing you..
so yeah..
me for me :)