Post 255

first exam tmr..
but i dont really care..
sigh..
no mood to study..
hahaha..

i was right..
at least to myself..
today i realised..
its still better to hang around by myself..
ok..
tomorrow movie by myself again..
im somehow gonna get addicted..
sooner or later..
hahahaha..

when the whole world tell you to move..
your job is to plant yourself like a tree..
and tell the whole world..
no..
you move..

if that is what i think its right..
i will not give up on my decisions..
just 2 more weeks..
i will make that decision..
one that will really set me free..
hehe..
free from what?
free from myself..
just 2 more weeks..
it will come soon..

it has always been like this..
what the brain wants me to say..
is different from what comes out from my mouth..
what the heart wants me to do..
is different from what action i take..
oh brain and heart..
thank you for controlling me..
i guess i shouldnt disappoint the 2 of you too much aye..
i wont burden you guys on something that is meaningless anymore..
i promise..

i will not wait for the truth anymore..
instead..
i stopped waiting for them for quite sometime already..
im so sick of myself being like that all the time..
i should stop it..
and i will..
at the very least..
say goodbye..

the song below will be my mood for today..
since the sunshine wont come to me..
i will go look for the sunshine instead..
like this song!!